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Essay On A Frown
01:48
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Narrow corridor at the end of the block there's an oil slick
Kills the fish I think
Hard to tell it's so thick
Fish blame the oil companies
Oil companies blame the fish
We don't know who to look at
There floats a pen, a stick of dynamite and a lack of ambition
And a sigh, or a side-note it's hard to say
But the full stop lingers on the tongue
"What happened to you last Tuesday before breakfast?"
How should I know? But they ask these things
So I write them and an essay on a frown
And see how they like that
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Engine's fired up and dust flies out of the back of my old Chevrolet four by four
I've got fourteen dollars in my wallet and it's possible the glove compartment contains a couple more
But it's a shame that all my discs have been used up and all my emergency rations have been eaten
At times that weren't really emergencies I'll admit
But I was hungry
And that's an emergency enough for me
But it's okay
There'll be music enough at the next gas station
And maybe I'll have a banana or apple if I'm lucky but if I'm not I'll have some kind of fast food and that'll do me just fine until the next gas station somewhere along the line.
When the drunken night stumbles in at 2am I'll be waiting for it down in the kitchen
I'll wag my finger and yes I'll disapprove
But I'll quickly fall asleep for all the rides I haven't been hitching
And maybe I'll dream of home
But it doesn't matter anyway
Cause when I get up the next morning and start up the engine I'll have no rent to pay
And I regret that the last thing that I ate was a Twix
With all these miles to go before I sleep
And miles to go before I sleep
And miles to go before I sleep
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Not getting old, not staying young
I'm just kicking around and trying to have fun
I know your okay
You always were
I guess that saying 'I love you' was easier said than done
But I'm fine
I'm okay
Don't you worry darling
Life without you well it hasn't been the same
Are you still drawing?
Always thought you were pretty good
But you never believed me
How about the piano:
Does it gather dust?
Do you keep it away so you can forget about me?
But I'm fine
I'm okay
Don't you worry darling
Life without you well it hasn't been the same
And it's safe to say that I still miss you
And it's getting harder every day
I just wish that you would stay rather than
Going back to that fucking bastard who has your heart wrapped around your little finger
But I'm okay
Yes I'm fine
Don't you worry darling
Life without you will be the same soon enough.
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I Am A Forgetful Child
05:45
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The little drummer boy well he's all grown up now
He's got a stable job and a house that's not falling down
He's got a girl and a cat that he feeds every day
And he loves her very much and she keeps those mice in the kitchen away
And his bipolar disorder it's getting somewhat better
With a little help from the cat and the girl in the Ramones sweater
But he's still got time at the weekends to lock himself in his room
To get out those blunted pencils
And to do the things he used to kind of hope nobody else could do
The crazy girl in the glasses that he fell in love with when he was 16
The one who said she'd never stop running but now measures in metre sticks the places she's been
Heard she'd moved up to London and now rents a small flat in Enfield somewhere
Works a low wage job for the local paper, writes protest pieces to the mayor
But on Friday evening (when the light lasts a little longer) she heads down to the tracks
Gets a train up to Regent's Park
To see her animals and do the things she wished she'd done when she grew up a few years back
The smiling girl who said she was her bestfriend when she was 15
The one who carefully planned her life out but now secretly misses the little things in between
Works a high-class job in the city but has little time for her dog and her shitty little daughter
Who doesn't give a damn about her
But on the 15-minute journey to court every morning and every evening
She finds herself immersed
Wandering but not lost
Marvelling in her latest purchase of a show of finely crafted words
All my friends are moving on
One day I'll wake up and they'll be
Moving away from this sordid display of affection
And these little rural towns in the south-east of England
And I wonder if they'll take a quick look over their shoulders
Before they get flats and have kids and get married and grow older
So all my friends are moving on
One day I'll wake up and they'll be gone
We must grow up and yes we must grow old
But that doesn't mean that we should stop trying to fight it
We must grown up and we must grow
But that doesn't mean that we should stop trying
They say 'existence is fleeting and resistance is futile'
I say 'fuck that - live life like a forgetful child'
Live life like a means to an end and you'll reach the end much faster than you mean to
Find escape in the liminal stages: in dusk and dawn and everything in between
Everything in between
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I'm Still Me
02:22
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Sometimes it feels like everything's been done before
No place unvisited no idea unexplored
But then I remember I'm just a little broken boy
And not everything's been done by me
So I'll write another song with these five chords
I know that everyone has done it before
And they've done a better job, well that you can see
But the fact is that they're not me
So I'll wear my baggy coat all throughout the year
Through blistering Summer heat and cheap commercial Christmas cheer
And I'll buy and drink my milk from the carton
And you won't ask why
You won't ask why, you won't say "oh my god what the hell are you doing?"
Cause most of the time I don't really know
I just do my best and I say "sorry for the mess
It's been there for while"
And I wish I was less of a coward
And I wish I could do things for myself
But I'm not sorry for trying
If you're not sorry for lying
Cause I did my best so I'm not sorry for the godamn mess
It's been, and it's staying here, for a while.
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